Poignant

Sadness have been taking over the world when the King of Pop, Michael Jackson died. I bet all of us must be pretty shocked and dumbfounded as I was. It is just so hard to accept his sudden death.

How the superstar grew into an icon beloved by the world and the eccentricities that later defined him to be an unforgettable legend. From one glove to white socks to military jackets, Jackson set trends for a generation. Nevertheless, he's dead so early at such a young age.

But, the center attraction revolving around the death of the legend would be the last speech made by his adorable daughter, Paris Katherine during the memorial ceremony.

"I just want to say ever since I was born, Daddy has been the best father you can ever imagine,” she said through tears. “And I just want to say I love him so much.”
Truthfully, I burst into tears listening her sweet and poignant speech. Pity kid. May God's blesses always be with his children and him.

MOTHERFUCKER

I don't know why people nowadays are just getting stupider, fatter and into being blabbermouth. I am so sick with those people who are always playing big mouth, stupid and fat, put something in their blog to make fun of somebody. C'mon jerk, knucklehead you whore beast. You think you are Chriss Crocker (in making of BRITNEY-SAVE HER video) or Michael Buckley (in What the bUCK) that deserve to mock people? (In case if you don't know them, I attach you with youtube video of them at the bottom) Hell no. You are just a stupid person who really don't know who you are messing with. If you tried to pull my leg, well actually you picked a wrong person. You know what, as long as I've been living in this world, this is the first time I feel so ashamed of my people. They kept comparing their own people with people from the west. Obviously there will be a big FAT gap to be fitted. So why are you so damn hell wanting to address that issue by oppressing others (ur own people/friends). Why don't you just shut up and listen here you man-version of Susan Boyle. You think you are a some kind of HOT motivator trying to fix others' problem and mess. But wait, while you're trying to do that, actually you're not becoming the solution. Actually you become the problem maker instead.

or maybe you are trying to pick up a HOT issue just to ensure lots of people will visit and read your blog (XXX). its so sad and immature man (or beast).Recently I read one hideous blog that condemned those people who are mix-blooded and not admitting that they are also part of malay descendent.. Well, MOTHERFUCKER, is that even a problem with ya ha? Did they even hurt ya? Did they even grab your Dunkin' Donut @ French Fries in your both hands ha? Did they happen to hit you? Did they ever steal your diet pill? Answer me you beast. Of course you already know the answer. The fucking answer is NO. So, why do you keep messing with them?

One more thing, If someone is to be not so pious or 'religion' enough, Why is that a problem to you? Did he ever curse you with black magic?Did he ask you to join his deeds? No right. Maybe his tongue do curse but his heart prays for Him. You will never know that b'coz you are judging people from their appearances. Again, I dun wanna say this kiddo proverb, but it seems that I have to "Do not judge a book by its cover". Whatever the wrong things or bad deeds that he has done, it's all between him and GOD. NOT YOU monster. You know what, your acts reminded me of Rita Rudaini in Mami Jarum Jr (a film). Busybody and stupid in your own way (thank god she's not fat,chocolate and male or otherwise, she will resemble you). hahahahahahahaha. I've had enough. Actually Im giving ya a lesson here, " better to light a candle than to curse the darkness.

Technically, I just sit at a keyboard and curse a bit.
But, to those people out there who feel threatened, unsafe or got hit in the head by my entry, I command you to wake up from your day dreaming and move on with your joyful life.

Comeback

I know,it's been a while I never posted anything in my blog. There are many reasons why that happened. But, I just wanna keep it secret. Here, I just wanna tell ya that I've been very busy lately with all assignments on my desk and loads of lecture notes to revised as the semester exam is just around the corner. It seems like I have no other options. Well, I can be hanky-panky around if I want to but as I said No choice. Rather, I have to sought for my new "comeback". I know it's hard to make a comeback if you haven't been anywhere. But, at least I give a shot. If at first you don't succeed, pull your foreskin over your head and be that the first one to succeed in another time.

Well, it's the truth. I only expect the best for everything. BUT.........
Maybe I've been cursed for my "SUCKsNESS" or I'm just not blessed!
You wanna know my philosophy about the thing you called "bless"
Blessed is he who expects nothing, for he shall never be dissapointed!
"Oh, good heaven no Ame..Don't be dissapointed. You're making a lot of changes. You must be the change you wish to see in the world Ame"

Hmmmmmmmm.....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........

Bullshit 1000000x

Yesterday, while opening powerpoint slides of chemistry lecture, it stucked and of course it made me feel sickened....

Then, I furiously and UNPATIENTLY TURNED OFF THE POWER instantly n turned it on again..But unfortunately, this time it didn't turn on as same as before. WEIRD...It took much longer time to make the desktop appeared..DANG ....There must be something wrong with my laptop....N I know, it was all bcoz of the damn stupid-HANGED chemistry slide that I wanted to revise...

After quite some time, the desktop appeared n there was a sigh coming from me. But then, there was a lil awkward about my laptop..It was working very slow as if it was threatened by the 100000000 thousands of trojan and viruses..Dang..Wut happened to my laptop? I couldn't connect to the internet neither thru broadband nor wireless..BULLSHIT...My laptop is now officially cracking down...I need to reformat it to regain my laptop's performance.I'm afraid I can't send it to the workshop for the time being cuz I got a lot of damn assignment coming up.(Well, I still can open MS Office in my laptop.Thank God for that).Shit..I assume that for now maybe I will not be online frequently due to the circumstance of my 'beloved' laptop...(actually now Im at the library for the sake of finding info for my assignment on the internet)
so, you won't see me on9 on MYSPACE, YM, FACEBOOK N even FS 24/7 anymore...HUHUHU..

As a wrap up, the moral of the story behind this is you've gotta be patient in wutever u r doing..unlike me, bcoz I wasnt PATIENT enough, my laptop cracked down...

THE UNBORN

I watched a movie, "THE UNBORN" recently...Frankly, that movie was totally awesome. There was a combination of thriller and horror. Well, to just make your adrenalin goes up and down whether to watch this movie or not, I should give you a summary of the movie.

"The Unborn is a supernatural thriller that draws upon the legend of a dybbuk, a malevolent spirit that refuses to leave the human world and inhabits the body of a person. Protagonist Casey Beldon (Odette Yustman) is plagued by merciless dreams, visions of strange looking dogs, and an evil child with bright blue eyes. After being hit with a mirror by her neighbor's son, Casey's eyes begin to change color and she learns she had a twin brother who died in the womb. Casey begins to suspect that the spirit haunting her is the soul of her dead twin, being possessed by a dybbuk, wanting to be born so it can transfer to the world of the living. Casey meets a woman named Sofi, who is revealed to be her grandmother. Sofi explains that she had a twin brother who was killed in Nazi experiments in Auschwitz when they were both just children. The boy was brought back to life by a dybbuk who intended to use his body as a portal into the world of the living. Sofi killed her twin to stop the dybbuk, and now it haunts her family for revenge. Sofi refers Casey to Rabbi Sendak (Gary Oldman), who can perform a Jewish exorcism to remove the dybbuk. The exorcism is performed, but things go awry as the dybbuk tries to stop Rabbi Sendak from completing the ritual. The dybbuk disappears after the exorcism and the death of Casey's boyfriend. Soon afterward, Casey learns she is pregnant with twins." (Source: WikiPedia. Bangs_McCoy).

well, enough said..You guys should go to watch this movie. It's indeed worth it. I shall show you the trailer at the bottom of my blog. Happy watching (p/s -to girls, please glue your mouth while watching it cuz u might be screaming all the way till the end like my friend did. Well, I wasn't..hehe)

Damn Jammed

Its been approx. a month I've been studying in university and that doesn't sound easy and splendid as it may suggest. There are loads of assignment, tests, miniquizzes have to be completed in a short time and I'm still in a state of "what's going on?" Isn't that life in uni should be less stressfull and less suffacoting. oh God..gotta help me.

FYI, up until now, I have undeliberately unattended 3 chemistry lectures which always started either early in the morning or late in the evening. Well, one of the lectures started at 8am and of course I was still dreaming on bed. when it started at 3pm, it was either I was sleeping due to exhaustion or I just didnt wanna go due to again, overtiredness.(It's because I have to walk for about 10 mins to go to the uni and also by the fact that I live in 5th floor..huhh..there's no lift ok)

Luckily I have the notes to read out and even if I went to the lectures, it didn't imply that I could understand either. Actually, I'm in dilemma to find and to follow the right and best approach to manage my time so that I would never miss the lecture again and so to manage my timetable smoothly.

I'm worried that I will do the same mistake again like what I did during my time taking a foundation prog. where I didn't show my fullest endeavours to my studies that eventually lead to poor results as I mentioned in previous post. Well, people shouldn't dwell on the past. Its enough to try your best in all that your doing now. Am I right?

UNI

Over 2 weeks in MONASH UNIVERSITY, haah.....Its great man..Since this is my 1st time to step into university, I definitely love it..Here, there are multicultural students and that make the learning process becomes even interesting and stirring as I will not be seeing the same pattern of faces of particular races only eg. Malay....Its boring man to just work with those people from our own race..thank god..Plus, we can exchange our own views and notions from each other.Eventually it will broaden our horizon.

Being a university student indeed entails me to become a hectic and mind-my-own-business person.Now, it isn't the time to make friend or take pleasure in, but this is the time I have to work on my own in a bid to gain high distinction grade for each subjects undertaken. Well, of course a group work is one of the best way of learning, but the bottom line is, if you don't push urselves to get as much knowledge, no one will do it 4 ya..As early bird catches the worm.

Hopefully, I will survive and cope with the uni life..n when I say that I will survive, I will u noe...